Angsty wallpaper and fic
Wallpaper has spoiler for recent chapitres of tsubasa (152).
Fic is spoiler free.
Can't believe how long it took me to make this -.-; Which doesn't show though. I had to remove stuff and add stuff all the time. I don't know how this one came out, I must admit that I don't like it that much but I think it is ok. Well, anyways I hope you like it!
Originally I thought I'd have more KuroxFay piccies all around but it became to messy. I tried to use pictures were Kurogane is angry at Fay which is his way of caring for Fay when he is acting like an idiot. The feathers was added later to hide the mistakes I did along the way ^^;
Title: The place where you are
Drabble
Spoilers: Non
Pairing: KuroxFay
Disclaimer: I do not own
Summary: Kurogane and Fay say goodbye. Another goodbye fic -.-; It's just what sparks my imagination when I want to write angst;) Sorry!
The place where you are
Fay watched him stand there, staring at nothing. His eyes was open, his arms firlmy placed across his chest. The sun glinted down from the clear sky and it seemed as though everything was in balance. Like the world was in a divine peace, just this day, just this brief moment. Everything, the earth, the sky, even the moving clouds was in harmony. Everything except the two of them. He could see it on his mouth, on the slight strain on his eyebrows. He could tell by the pace of his breath, that he was not at ease.
“Kuro-mi shouldn’t pout,” Fay grinned. “You are going home!” Kurogane’s gaze returned from a place far away and looked at Fay. There was a moment of silence, not an awkward silence, a silence that is needed, and that says more than all the words in the world, however, Fay was not able to decipher those unspoken words. They remained a mystery, a tune yet to be played.
“I am,” Kurogane’s mouth moved slowly. Just less than one second slower than what was normal yet Fay could tell. The tension in the air around him, the tone of his voice, the strained look on his face, all those things, pained him greatly. Fay forced his smile brighter, smiling foolishly at the other man, his eyes closed to the sun.
“I guess this is goodbye then?” Fay smiled opening his eyes. He wanted to ask why he was not happy, but decided he wouldn’t push things out of him that he did not want, things that would break him. Faster. “It’s a nice day to say goodbye…” Kurogane didn’t open his mouth. It remained closed and Fay was yet again frozen in time. And this time it hurt. The silence granted by the flow of time and all things that had happened since that day in the rain hit him like daggers. All he wanted was to leave, to kiss, to die, to love, and yet he couldn’t.
As for the DoumekixWatanuki I promised to make, it is almost done;) The difficult part (the cutting of doom) is done for the main picture) I'll post it soon! Edit: My inspiration went poof... Sometimes my inspiration for things just shuts down -.-; I really want to finish this one but I know from previous experiences that doing things when I have no inspiration is no good thing. It will turn out ugly, I know it will... Sorry!
And with this I celebrate my one year anniversery in the tsubasa fandom! Can't believe it has been this long already, it feels like forever... Well, I'm happy to have met so many nice people througout this year! It has been a great pleasure knowing you all! And I hope the coming year will bring much more happiness and KuroxFay smex ^^
Fic is spoiler free.
Can't believe how long it took me to make this -.-; Which doesn't show though. I had to remove stuff and add stuff all the time. I don't know how this one came out, I must admit that I don't like it that much but I think it is ok. Well, anyways I hope you like it!
Originally I thought I'd have more KuroxFay piccies all around but it became to messy. I tried to use pictures were Kurogane is angry at Fay which is his way of caring for Fay when he is acting like an idiot. The feathers was added later to hide the mistakes I did along the way ^^;
Title: The place where you are
Drabble
Spoilers: Non
Pairing: KuroxFay
Disclaimer: I do not own
Summary: Kurogane and Fay say goodbye. Another goodbye fic -.-; It's just what sparks my imagination when I want to write angst;) Sorry!
The place where you are
Fay watched him stand there, staring at nothing. His eyes was open, his arms firlmy placed across his chest. The sun glinted down from the clear sky and it seemed as though everything was in balance. Like the world was in a divine peace, just this day, just this brief moment. Everything, the earth, the sky, even the moving clouds was in harmony. Everything except the two of them. He could see it on his mouth, on the slight strain on his eyebrows. He could tell by the pace of his breath, that he was not at ease.
“Kuro-mi shouldn’t pout,” Fay grinned. “You are going home!” Kurogane’s gaze returned from a place far away and looked at Fay. There was a moment of silence, not an awkward silence, a silence that is needed, and that says more than all the words in the world, however, Fay was not able to decipher those unspoken words. They remained a mystery, a tune yet to be played.
“I am,” Kurogane’s mouth moved slowly. Just less than one second slower than what was normal yet Fay could tell. The tension in the air around him, the tone of his voice, the strained look on his face, all those things, pained him greatly. Fay forced his smile brighter, smiling foolishly at the other man, his eyes closed to the sun.
“I guess this is goodbye then?” Fay smiled opening his eyes. He wanted to ask why he was not happy, but decided he wouldn’t push things out of him that he did not want, things that would break him. Faster. “It’s a nice day to say goodbye…” Kurogane didn’t open his mouth. It remained closed and Fay was yet again frozen in time. And this time it hurt. The silence granted by the flow of time and all things that had happened since that day in the rain hit him like daggers. All he wanted was to leave, to kiss, to die, to love, and yet he couldn’t.
As for the DoumekixWatanuki I promised to make, it is almost done;) The difficult part (the cutting of doom) is done for the main picture) I'll post it soon! Edit: My inspiration went poof... Sometimes my inspiration for things just shuts down -.-; I really want to finish this one but I know from previous experiences that doing things when I have no inspiration is no good thing. It will turn out ugly, I know it will... Sorry!
And with this I celebrate my one year anniversery in the tsubasa fandom! Can't believe it has been this long already, it feels like forever... Well, I'm happy to have met so many nice people througout this year! It has been a great pleasure knowing you all! And I hope the coming year will bring much more happiness and KuroxFay smex ^^