May 30, 2004 15:33
(whispers) 'she's lost a lot of weight since i last saw her, she's not as chubby.'
So i take a humungous peice of rubarb pie and shove it in my mouth because I can and i don't care who thinks i'm chubby, anyway.
Laura had a sleepover.
It was so fun. we did everything. we talked and were hyper and watched movies.
I wish i was doing something now. because now i feel alone again and jean is busy.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. there are things i should be doing. but i have the motivation of... nothing.