Mar 16, 2006 23:48
I'm feeling slightly confused. I'm not exactly sure why. I don't know what I'm confused about, but the feeling is definitely there.
I need human contact but can't stand it. Without it, I overanalyze and send myself into a panic. With it, I get angry and exhausted and panic because of the expectations. Alone, my mind torments me; with others, their words, eyes, bodies, torment me. Can I find an escape of nothingness? Just for a few minutes of freedom.