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And I thought that I found myself today
And I thought that I had control
All the change in my life just fell away
For a moment I didn't need you...
So Billy now knows that me and Mike aren't together anymore. I don't know how he found out..there are many ways. A-mike told him. B-donna told him. C-one of the various people in the office told him, seeing as they all enjoy talking about my life. Glad someone enjoys it atleast. When I was leaving the restaurant, Billy asked me if Mike still walked me to my car, so I'm assuming he somehow found out. Oh well, it would come out eventually, and I'm glad he didn't make a big deal out of it.
Things are okay with me and Mike, which is very good. I left smiling. I miss talking to him. He makes me laugh. And I can actually talk to him-I'm not watching every word I say, like I usually am. I actually tell him what I'm thinking...maybe because I know that he won't find it odd or disturbing or at least not in comparison. It's funny what people teach you...We had an entertaining conversation for awhile, and I think we'll talk tomorrow...it was strongly implied. He gave me a hug before he went back inside, and I left with a definite feeling that things are okay. Whatever happens, happens; everything that happened, happened; and as impossible as it is for me to do, there's no point in overthinking everything. I'm just glad that I still get to see him...and that mischevious smile.