home is where the heart is.
well im back from a vacation in iowa, i had an absolute blast. i got to visit someone very dear to my heart, a true blessing. when i went there my only intention was to relax and try to answer a few internal questions. the answers i got were very suprising. i knew i needed a change in my life a very drastic one. eigther i was to stay in cali or move to washington. but life threw me a curve ball. i have not felt so at home before. like i completly belonged somewere. i had this feeling in iowa. i have been stagnat and displaced for too long now. sometimes its dificult for me to express in words the complex series of emotions that are passing through my heart, only because they are so intense that i do not have the words. i know where my hearts home is now. my heart is still there, now to get the rest of me home, where i belong.