Jun 02, 2005 14:50
well this week has been hectic...ive really been thinking about a few things and the way ive been feeling arent the best ways to be feeling...expecially when school is about to be out...
idk its just that i feel like when ever someone comes along in my life that i like alot they ask me out or w.e and we go out for no more than 2 days...like with dan..we went out for less than 10 hours...and i feel like thats one of the only ways that i can get comfort...a person that i like ALOT that likes me too....that cares about me and can treat me like im not some kind of stranger...
ppl say that i only get bfs because they feel bad for me...or that just becasue i find out that they like me i go out wiht them...well thats not true...i go out with some one if i have liked them for a while...and if they like me too...and now your prolly like but you didnt like daniel for a long time...but i did. i really think ppl just have a problem with me haveing a bf...maybe there jealous? idk...
well ive ben working pretty hard at school like idk its just hard for me to devote myself to something that id rather steer clear of...i dont understand how life sounds so simple...but is more of a living heck than anything...it just doesnt make anysence...
why does love have to be so crazy...maybe becasue we live in rochester...a city full of rich kids that are full of themselfes...thats what rochester is...more van hoosen than anything else but thats okey dokey...well i hve to go to sillvan today so i better get going on eating and getting ready for it...ill talk to you soon...
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