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so lately i've tried not to jump ahead to what could potentially happen and i've tried to stay focused on what -is- happening, right now. it's been a challenge i must say, but over all it's been okay i guess. i still have all the thoughts and hopes, but the urge to do something silly and rash is passing and soon it will be small enough to forget about for a while... until something hits me for no aparent reason again and i start plotting once more.