Looking back.........

[claireredfield_]

I was reading some previous LJ entries of mine,A LOT of them about Envy,and I just get to wondering how Envy went straight to shit so fast!?!?! God,I hate it so much that Envy was such a big fucking part of my life,and now it's like what a joke? Shut down by the worst means ever! I wish Buddy had never left,maybe it wouldn't have turned out the way it did? I dunno. I just HATE what Club Envy is associated with now...trash,fights,underage drinking,police everywhere,and MURDER. Nice. I miss the good old days when I didn't really work there,and I would hang out,and have fun. Now all I have are mixed memories both good and bad. :( I don't miss the late nights,and then having to get up to go to my REAL job @ Dillard's....really I don't. It's just so funny remembering how all I really wanted to was work there,and how all I did was work my way up to practically every job I could have wanted there,and then NOTHING! Sure
I have some basically craptacular bartending skills...but that's about it. I don't even want to tell people I worked @ Envy. Uh yeahhh...hi i'd like to work @ your club,Oh yeah I have exp. I used to work @ club trashy...i mean envy...wheee!
damn