Aug 17, 2008 15:56
i feel like this is supposed to be some type of profound moment happening. i mean it is simple and plain but its also so complicated and exciting. we are moving away. not like hearing it is new. but thats all we had was hearing about it, but now the time has finally come. i dunno, i never NEVER ever thought i would EVER say this, but a (VERY SMALL) part of me wants to go back to school tomorrow. and not just because of him. it has taken me the whole four years to finally understand it all, and its a shame that now that i know enough to really do it right, its time to leave. but i guess how it all goes. you arnt really supposed to do things that you are ready for.
lately everyone is asking those "so what do you want to do when you grow up" questions. i have no idea what is going to happen to me. i want to be a furniture maker, and a stained glass maker, i want to be a raft guide or work at a trail head. i want to be a teacher, i want to live in india, and central america and southern africa. i want to draw and printmake, and paint. i want to be outside, i want to live in th country, i want to have a big garden. i want to get up early. and i want to be with Betsy.
thats what i want and i reallly really do intend on doing it.
i hope some of it comes true. i want to do a lot of things, and i never want to retire because i plan on living like i want my whole life. and above all, i dont want to be rich.