The thing about happiness that always puzzles me is that it contradicts the whole 'living in the moment' and if we start thinking about what made us happy and the past and the remembrance of it, it confuses me because the happiest moment is now. You are carrying all your past and your experiences with you and so it is a collective memory. Right now, I hold all those happy moments. I have all those moments with me.
Time is a funny thing. Time to me is very non-linear. So the only way to grab onto anything is to stay with the moment. That is where your growth manifests. If I let go of that, if I think too much about the past, I let go of the moment.
Music. I realized that I can't do much without it. Without music, what I would do is... I would probably be a whore.
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Paz Lenchantin