why do we kill people to demonstrate that killing people is wrong?
it's like i closed my eyes, and i thought everything's ok now. it's good.and i woke up and i realized, it' different. i'm not even sad anymore, i'm just disappointed.i just wish people would stay, things were more permanent. not the same for ever, but long enough to get used to.i really want to leave. and go to a country that's not waging war. like australia. or even germany.i AM scared, and i'll even admit it. big deal. i just wish things weren't so fucked up. weird. where did my good mood go? i hate mood swings. there's so much shit going on, it's hard to know what i should even try to deal with. i'm thinking of making this friends only. i don't like explaining my actions to people who don't really know me,and when it's public, that kind of happens now and again.
claire
claire