Jan 14, 2006 03:47
tonight was really one of my favorite nights out of all the nights i've been home for christmas break.
it was matt, jeff & derek's surprise birthday parties!!!!!!!!
but all of them knew about it - except derek had no idea it was for him too
and he pretty much invited everyone to his own party and he didn't eve know it! haahaa.
it was really cool to see everyone ... it reminded me of the line in that one sarah groves song
and i wish all the people i love the most
could gather in one place
and know each other and love each other well
even though obviously every single person i loved the most wasn't there, it was still awesome to see so many different people and just love on them and be loved by them.
and it wasn't the kind of night where it was just a bunch of stupid small talk with old friends who you don't really care about...
it was good conversations as if i just started right where i left off when i left for LU.
i love my buffalo friends so much. everyone is so great. i wish i had everyone with me @ liberty because then liberty would be perfect. o well.
i am long on staying
i am slow to leave
especially when it comes to you my friend
you have taught me to slow down
and to prop up my feet
it's the fine art of being who i am
and i can't figure out
why you want me around
i'm not the smartest person i have ever met
but somehow that doesn't matter
no it never really mattered to you at all
and at the risk of wearing out my welcome
at the risk of self-discovery
i'll take every moment
and every minute that you'll give me
jenna, you can find that song on her album, "all right here" ... i'm sorry i didn't take you home sooner ... if you were away at school for 4 months you would understand. and its funny because really meeshu took you home. sorry.
and dan decarlo pretty much attacked me when i let him dance with me.
i coulda got reps for that one.
shoot all i do is break the liberty way when i come home - jerry's gonna kill me!
i was so happy that we watched an episode of leave it to beaver tonite - the birthday party episode!! AMAZING!!!!!!
how appropriate for the birthday party haha - thanks shuuter i love you to pieces.
jenna maybe we won't get in fist fights anymore. your teeth marks are still in my back.
and i'm really jealous that you guys got kissed by DEREK!!!!!
ugggh just when i thought i was in my glory because he had his arm around me on the couch for over 2 minutes.
what the heckkk.
so the bottom line was the party was great and the wings were delicious and we had 5thousand cakes and everyone was merry.
lindsay came over for lunch today and there was noooo good food which was sad but i made her hair look amazing with curls!!!! and we had fun :0)
i am so completely absolutely undeniably blessed.
on the drive home from matt's i was listened to "The Real Thing" 4 times over and over because jenna made me fall in love with it.
it really is an amazing song
we're together most days but i still love to have you around
you're the one i want and its not just a phase
and you're the one i trust our love is the real thing
i know the storms will always come
but i still love to have you around
precious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok its 4:14am and i'm going to bed.
love, satan