homey home home
dear lively journal,
it is so good to be home. i love nj sooo much. i have been listening to christmas music and all of the ridiculous songs about home for the holidays are so absolutely true.
argh. my mom just called down the stairs to yell at me for still being awake. my parents are so ridiculous about the stupidest things. what more does she want? i am home. it is 2:30 in the morning. who cares>! at school i may never even go back to my dorm at all, or i may go back at 5:30 in the morning. WTF arghy arg arg.
its nice to be home and at the same time now i have to learn how to share again. and every time i want to go out we need to plan the car situation and all these accomidations must be made. which is just annoying, but not the worst thing ever. and while i was at school i forgot how completely sucky our internet was. and how much worse it is now than before, and not just cause i got used to bu’s amazing world of high speed super duper resnet, but because i htink our internet recessed into super duper suck instead of just regualr super suck. now there is a duper. that duper is quite powerful.
i saw megan and jackie today and it was just amazing. and we sat in a parking lot in our cars deciding what to do and saying there was nothing to do and being bored just like everyother time in my nj life and it was so awesome. which sounds pathetic but its not. and then we blared christmas mucis and drove around and did nothing all night and that was all i needed. we decided to have a fancy dinner where we dress up and make dinner and hopefully it works out and we make good food. and as i am typing i am really sucking cause i am not used to an actual keyboard just my ridiculous laptop keypady thing.
i walked into my kitchen today and half expected to see snickers. it was weird. he has been dead since may and i lived without him all summer but as soon as i got home i expected him here again. and i expected to feed him and play with him and complain about how smelly he was. i miss his icky smell which is weird cause sometimes he reeked... yeah...
i had grandmom’s tuesday night spaghetti dinner and it was amazingly amazing and i was in love. i have missed her spaghetti and iced tea and even her cake with the lemon icing that i dn’t like but everyone else does. i helped trisha with her college apps upstairs so i didn’t see everyone else as much which made me sad cause i just got home and i havne’t seen my family since august but it was ok cause trisha is the greatest. and i hlped her write and essay for her application which was in a really weird bazar twisted way nice. and i enjoyed it. no idea why. i must be crazy.
ok itime to watch family guy dvds and fall asleep on the couch. goodnight.
it is so good to be home. i love nj sooo much. i have been listening to christmas music and all of the ridiculous songs about home for the holidays are so absolutely true.
argh. my mom just called down the stairs to yell at me for still being awake. my parents are so ridiculous about the stupidest things. what more does she want? i am home. it is 2:30 in the morning. who cares>! at school i may never even go back to my dorm at all, or i may go back at 5:30 in the morning. WTF arghy arg arg.
its nice to be home and at the same time now i have to learn how to share again. and every time i want to go out we need to plan the car situation and all these accomidations must be made. which is just annoying, but not the worst thing ever. and while i was at school i forgot how completely sucky our internet was. and how much worse it is now than before, and not just cause i got used to bu’s amazing world of high speed super duper resnet, but because i htink our internet recessed into super duper suck instead of just regualr super suck. now there is a duper. that duper is quite powerful.
i saw megan and jackie today and it was just amazing. and we sat in a parking lot in our cars deciding what to do and saying there was nothing to do and being bored just like everyother time in my nj life and it was so awesome. which sounds pathetic but its not. and then we blared christmas mucis and drove around and did nothing all night and that was all i needed. we decided to have a fancy dinner where we dress up and make dinner and hopefully it works out and we make good food. and as i am typing i am really sucking cause i am not used to an actual keyboard just my ridiculous laptop keypady thing.
i walked into my kitchen today and half expected to see snickers. it was weird. he has been dead since may and i lived without him all summer but as soon as i got home i expected him here again. and i expected to feed him and play with him and complain about how smelly he was. i miss his icky smell which is weird cause sometimes he reeked... yeah...
i had grandmom’s tuesday night spaghetti dinner and it was amazingly amazing and i was in love. i have missed her spaghetti and iced tea and even her cake with the lemon icing that i dn’t like but everyone else does. i helped trisha with her college apps upstairs so i didn’t see everyone else as much which made me sad cause i just got home and i havne’t seen my family since august but it was ok cause trisha is the greatest. and i hlped her write and essay for her application which was in a really weird bazar twisted way nice. and i enjoyed it. no idea why. i must be crazy.
ok itime to watch family guy dvds and fall asleep on the couch. goodnight.