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I fell wierd. Not good. Not bad. Just here. Interesting.
Why does there have to be so much confusion? Things would be so much better if people just said what they were thinking and how they felt. No games, just the truth.
I have been distant from Megan latley and I don't really know why. She called me out on it and I had nothing to say. Yeah I am busy with work and redecorating mine and my sisters rooms, but... I guess I am just bored with going over there and watching tv with her and Eric. We need to go out and do something, even if it is just going to Walmart or target. I need some excitement.
Me and my friends have always been good about talking to eachother when something the other person is doing bothers us. We never fight and I think that is why. We actually think about what the other person is saying and take in to consedieration of how she feels and we try to make it better. We are honest, completly honest and I think that is something every relationship needs. We have been so close at times and very distant at others due to our crazy lives, but when it comes down to it, we are always the same to eachother and nothing changes that. We will always be best friends and keep the promises that we have made, even the ones in 7th grade. I love that.
Joseph is coming home today for a little while (I don't know why just for a little and I'm not going to ask). He said he would come do my antlers for me since I have no clue how to do it. It should be interesting to see how that goes. I am trying to be okay with being just friends with him. Sucks for me, but I know I want him in my life and if that means us being just friends, then I guess that will have to do. It is better than not haveing him at all. I know that I need things that he can't give me, but there is always that hope. It won't change, you can't change people. Even with all his weirdness, he is really a great guy and a great friend. He has taught me so many things and opened my eyes to a different world that I thought I would never be interested in. I hope I can do that for someone someday.
Why does there have to be so much confusion? Things would be so much better if people just said what they were thinking and how they felt. No games, just the truth.
I have been distant from Megan latley and I don't really know why. She called me out on it and I had nothing to say. Yeah I am busy with work and redecorating mine and my sisters rooms, but... I guess I am just bored with going over there and watching tv with her and Eric. We need to go out and do something, even if it is just going to Walmart or target. I need some excitement.
Me and my friends have always been good about talking to eachother when something the other person is doing bothers us. We never fight and I think that is why. We actually think about what the other person is saying and take in to consedieration of how she feels and we try to make it better. We are honest, completly honest and I think that is something every relationship needs. We have been so close at times and very distant at others due to our crazy lives, but when it comes down to it, we are always the same to eachother and nothing changes that. We will always be best friends and keep the promises that we have made, even the ones in 7th grade. I love that.
Joseph is coming home today for a little while (I don't know why just for a little and I'm not going to ask). He said he would come do my antlers for me since I have no clue how to do it. It should be interesting to see how that goes. I am trying to be okay with being just friends with him. Sucks for me, but I know I want him in my life and if that means us being just friends, then I guess that will have to do. It is better than not haveing him at all. I know that I need things that he can't give me, but there is always that hope. It won't change, you can't change people. Even with all his weirdness, he is really a great guy and a great friend. He has taught me so many things and opened my eyes to a different world that I thought I would never be interested in. I hope I can do that for someone someday.