Feb 13, 2006 00:05
Let me just say that I have the greatest freinds ever!
Joseph came home Saturday night. We were texting eachother all night. He never would come right out and say, want to hang out. That is what he does. He doesn't want to be rejected so he leaves it to me to make the move. I finally called him today. I haven't heard his voice in four months. I love his voice. He said that I could come over, but I said that I hadn't even taken a bath yet, which was true and gross. I am actually still in my pajamas. hehehe. It was my day off and I had nothing to do so I decided to be lazy all day long. And, boy was it great. Back to the story. He said that I was being weird last night which I wasn't. He wouldn't get to the point of what he wanted. Also I was completely gone. I need closure. Or something to make it easier. I know we have both changed. Sometimes I wonder what he would think if he knew about Casey. Or if he had a "casey". I can't even think about that.
I am ready for the warm weather to come. Not the bathing suit part though. Gross!