Jan 18, 2004 18:29
Funeral for Uncle Lucien tomorrow. He had the best laugh. He would laugh and you would know he meant it. He was pretty old though, so it's better that he passed away> He had a good life.
Last night, I had a dream I wa son the beach with my family and we were all hanging out. The waves were huge so we decided not to swim or anyhting. Me, Tom, and PJ were wondering. We decided to sit on the blanket that was there all of a sudden. Then, Tom looked over at me and said, "Everything's gonna be okay."
I really hope that wasn't just my own head making me think so. He hasnt gotten any better, but he hasn't gotten any worse. If he doesn't wake up by Monday at 1, he is officially in a coma.
Friday night, I was up until about 3:30 or 4 playing this song on my guitar over and over again. "we'll spend some time forever and we'll never feel bad anymore."
At Lucien's wake today, a few times when I looked over at the coffin I saw Tom, not Lucien. That is why I wanted to leave so bad. But, Tom told me he would be alright, so he'll be alright.