School Sucks
I hate school. We can't even practice with the band except for on Wednesdays and Fridays (club times), 'cause the people upstairs were complaining about the noise. Pssh, fuck that. Right when I got into the habit of not eating during lunch, too! Goddamn it.
Today sucked. For the first time, I got an F. A FUCKING F. It was on AP Government. God, I hate that class (even if debating is somewhat amusing). It's for seniors, not sophomores! So now, my AP Gov. grade dropped down to an A-. My stupid Korean grade is still an A-, and my fucking Algebra 2 grade dropped to a B+. It's all because of last Friday. I failed every fucking test! Ugh, good thing AP US History is so damn easy. -_-; English is kinda easy too, but I can't really say much about it yet. I hate Shannon, though. I want Elijah to be my English teacher again.
Alexi's so fucking awesome. I mean, come on. Songs like Implosion of Heaven when he was 14 or 15ish, and the sexy songs in the Something Wild album when he was 17/18. Of course, the other members are just as sexy. <3
I'm so goddamn full, but I can't stop eating these grapes. :( They taste so sweet! <3 It's like the cherry thing all over again. Bleh, tummy ache~ I really want that Edwards E-AL-166! Well, I actually want the ESP one, but I don't have fucking $2,000+ to just pull out of my pocket. Damn you ESP!
Ugh, tomorrow's a Tuesday. The week's going by so slowly! I wish it was just Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Oh, wait. Make that Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. I need that Thursday for the only exercise they make us freakin' do. Come on, guys. It's just one fucking mile to run. Sometimes, I just wish we did more, just so I can see everyone get pushed to their breaking points. But anyway.
Jane was quite annoying today, but only at the end of the day. Okay, so no one knows the fucking Physics problem. So what? That doesn't mean you can act like a fucking baby and cry about it. "No one's helping me!" Yeah, right. No one knows the fucking answer! This annoyed me so much, I really almost just cussed Christine out, which wasn't right. Ugh, I'm getting so annoyed by everything these days. I think it's because of school. Nothing can be more frustrating than Algebra 2, Physics, and fucking AP Government!
I really want to win that stupid cow drawing contest. I need that $5,000! Ugh... around $1600ish (I'm not too sure. How much is shipping from Japan to US + customs?) for the guitar, $300-400 for a new amp, $200 for clothes (Wildchild Industries, haha!)... and that's it, actually. I don't need anything else. Of course, I'd give the remaining $2,800 to my parents, 'cause we really need the money. Fucking economy crisis. Bleh... too bad I'm not creative enough to think of something fantabulous, or even optimistic enough (at least right now) to think that I'm creative enough. Eh, whatever. THE LORD PROVIDES.
I really hate it when Celine starts talking about how friends are so fucking important, you need to have 109203 of them. Yeah, right. I don't think that she understands how I view friendship. I don't really give a shit if I have a lot of friends or not. As long as a have a few that I can completely trust with my life, I'm okay with that. Hell, I like it that way. I don't need to constantly be surrounded by 30 people and know all about their lives, because honestly, I couldn't care less. I don't like to use the term 'best friend' because I think it's stupid. A friend is a friend, and that's that. No use giving them ranks like that.
To me, there's only two types of friends: the true friends, and the... well, the friends. I'm willing to tell my true friends about everything, and if they need help, I'll be more than glad to give them some. With the true friends, I'm completely sure that they'd do the same for me, maybe even more. That's what I love about them. We have this mutual trust and respect between us. They accept me for who I am, and vice versa. The regular friends, however... well~ they're okay. Most of them are even fun. I like to hang out with them, but I won't be willing to sacrifice too much for them. Because to be honest, I'm a selfish person; I care about myself more than others, and that's something I really can't change. It's just in my nature.
And... yeah. I think I'll end it here for tonight/now. But knowing myself, there's a high chance of me coming back and posting another entry, just 'cause I like rambling.
Today sucked. For the first time, I got an F. A FUCKING F. It was on AP Government. God, I hate that class (even if debating is somewhat amusing). It's for seniors, not sophomores! So now, my AP Gov. grade dropped down to an A-. My stupid Korean grade is still an A-, and my fucking Algebra 2 grade dropped to a B+. It's all because of last Friday. I failed every fucking test! Ugh, good thing AP US History is so damn easy. -_-; English is kinda easy too, but I can't really say much about it yet. I hate Shannon, though. I want Elijah to be my English teacher again.
Alexi's so fucking awesome. I mean, come on. Songs like Implosion of Heaven when he was 14 or 15ish, and the sexy songs in the Something Wild album when he was 17/18. Of course, the other members are just as sexy. <3
I'm so goddamn full, but I can't stop eating these grapes. :( They taste so sweet! <3 It's like the cherry thing all over again. Bleh, tummy ache~ I really want that Edwards E-AL-166! Well, I actually want the ESP one, but I don't have fucking $2,000+ to just pull out of my pocket. Damn you ESP!
Ugh, tomorrow's a Tuesday. The week's going by so slowly! I wish it was just Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Oh, wait. Make that Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. I need that Thursday for the only exercise they make us freakin' do. Come on, guys. It's just one fucking mile to run. Sometimes, I just wish we did more, just so I can see everyone get pushed to their breaking points. But anyway.
Jane was quite annoying today, but only at the end of the day. Okay, so no one knows the fucking Physics problem. So what? That doesn't mean you can act like a fucking baby and cry about it. "No one's helping me!" Yeah, right. No one knows the fucking answer! This annoyed me so much, I really almost just cussed Christine out, which wasn't right. Ugh, I'm getting so annoyed by everything these days. I think it's because of school. Nothing can be more frustrating than Algebra 2, Physics, and fucking AP Government!
I really want to win that stupid cow drawing contest. I need that $5,000! Ugh... around $1600ish (I'm not too sure. How much is shipping from Japan to US + customs?) for the guitar, $300-400 for a new amp, $200 for clothes (Wildchild Industries, haha!)... and that's it, actually. I don't need anything else. Of course, I'd give the remaining $2,800 to my parents, 'cause we really need the money. Fucking economy crisis. Bleh... too bad I'm not creative enough to think of something fantabulous, or even optimistic enough (at least right now) to think that I'm creative enough. Eh, whatever. THE LORD PROVIDES.
I really hate it when Celine starts talking about how friends are so fucking important, you need to have 109203 of them. Yeah, right. I don't think that she understands how I view friendship. I don't really give a shit if I have a lot of friends or not. As long as a have a few that I can completely trust with my life, I'm okay with that. Hell, I like it that way. I don't need to constantly be surrounded by 30 people and know all about their lives, because honestly, I couldn't care less. I don't like to use the term 'best friend' because I think it's stupid. A friend is a friend, and that's that. No use giving them ranks like that.
To me, there's only two types of friends: the true friends, and the... well, the friends. I'm willing to tell my true friends about everything, and if they need help, I'll be more than glad to give them some. With the true friends, I'm completely sure that they'd do the same for me, maybe even more. That's what I love about them. We have this mutual trust and respect between us. They accept me for who I am, and vice versa. The regular friends, however... well~ they're okay. Most of them are even fun. I like to hang out with them, but I won't be willing to sacrifice too much for them. Because to be honest, I'm a selfish person; I care about myself more than others, and that's something I really can't change. It's just in my nature.
And... yeah. I think I'll end it here for tonight/now. But knowing myself, there's a high chance of me coming back and posting another entry, just 'cause I like rambling.