A love letter to my mental illness
Dear BPD,
I would just like to thankyou for leaving such an impression on my life. I would like to thank you for stepping in for my mind as it was not able to cope at 17 with being sexually assaulted by someone who I considered a friend but now know the only way he wanted to be friends with me was if it involved taking off my pants.
Thankyou for making it impossible to see when people are actually just complimenting me, so I fall madly in love with them, look for approval from them for EVERYTHING and get bitterly disappointed when they can't take my shit anymore. Trust me it makes christmas time easier as I don't have to buy for anyone!!!
Thankyou for making my family life damn near impossible as I can barely have a conversation with one sister because she probably can't handle me and the other fills me with self hatred and my father barely even wants to speak to me anymore and my mother probably just bares me. It makes family days more interesting I can tell you!!!
More coming....
I would just like to thankyou for leaving such an impression on my life. I would like to thank you for stepping in for my mind as it was not able to cope at 17 with being sexually assaulted by someone who I considered a friend but now know the only way he wanted to be friends with me was if it involved taking off my pants.
Thankyou for making it impossible to see when people are actually just complimenting me, so I fall madly in love with them, look for approval from them for EVERYTHING and get bitterly disappointed when they can't take my shit anymore. Trust me it makes christmas time easier as I don't have to buy for anyone!!!
Thankyou for making my family life damn near impossible as I can barely have a conversation with one sister because she probably can't handle me and the other fills me with self hatred and my father barely even wants to speak to me anymore and my mother probably just bares me. It makes family days more interesting I can tell you!!!
More coming....