Oct 09, 2007 06:47
zomg what an effin blast. I made a myriad of new fine friends, got to see many older and closer ones, and brought home many spoils and memories. My new bud Jordan is crashing in my room since he was nice enough to drive me to DM when he lives in Iowa City. We didn't end up getting on the road until 2am, so I almost literally just got in the door. So many happenings, so little time to type before I pass out. However, I do know where to begin though it may be to the chagrin of some. Someone special was conjured into my life and I make no apologies for any it. She's gorgeous, witty, and mysterious enough that I had to bite a hard bullet and effin roll the dice once more. And let me tell you, fortune has favored the bold this day. I'm going back to see her this monday to celebrate her birthday. I look forward to any and all that may come of it.
Which brings me to the tough part. Someone very close to me was very hurt by this development and is rather disappointed in me I fear. I will not however be swayed. I've time and again rolled over instead of standing up for what I want. I don't know how to tell this person though as I'm not sure he wants to understand. I know you're worried about me (you know who you are) but I'm happy and as I've said will NOT apologize for it. I just don't want this to throw an exploding clustereff of monkey wrenches into our friendship. I don't expect you to bite your tongue and I adore that you never would because I know you do it out of love. I've had the best weekend of the last half year of my life and this rift was the only wrinkle. This all being said, I'm losing coherence at a staggering pace and must away to sleep now. Sleep tight all my angels and know that I am thinking of you fondly, hoping this isn't the end.