Nov 11, 2004 19:22
well tonites going tid bit better.
i had to watch nik so i was like blah
but i gave her a massive wedgie and she cried so it was hilarious
it sucks how all the ladies who are friends with ben and the band are giving me false hope. well false to me anyways cuz i dont know what is going on and i am getting different opinions from everyone. ben says hes confused a few days ago yet dani and katie(joshies gf) both say he can see it working out and that i will be "his girl" gosh i hate when people cause confusion with me. its like yeahhh todya i was getting over him and it was all good til they opened their mouths. so yeaah looks like all of us are going up to great lakes tomorrow to play some cosmic golf hah that should be interesting. i hope its just as fun as last weekend. cuz that was just a wow that needs to go on the list behind the boating trip funness which is like second. ermmm ya it just needs to be tomorrow. wow i have a smile on my face. for no reason and it isnt about ben, or school or friends. im like content. its....freaky....*shudders*