why must it be when the music starts you grasp onto my heart
30th of April,
Seems like yesterday,
Bought a house above the ocean
Where our kids could laugh and play.
I called you from Paris,
To tell you that I
Wrote our names on the observation deck
Of the Eiffel Tower.
Remember those nights?
Playing "Summer Wind" on the jukebox of the bar we used to go.
We made out in the bathroom, and you walked me to my house.
I tried to convince you not to go home.
If only I had more time,
I'd take you where you wanted to go.
Italy isn't the same without you here.
If only I had one wish,
I'd want a million trillion life times
That I could spend with you.
Fall in love with you again and again.
Again...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
first love=first hate
(this was a way for me to vent, cuz i just heard that ataris song on the radio and i needed to let some old feelings out)
i hate the way you were my best friend
i hate the way you changed your image
i hate how we could no longer talk
because i wasnt high enough social status
i hate the way you looked at me
that night we spent together
i hate the way i cant turn on my light
because you made it flicker on and off
i hate the way i had to rip down my cds from my ceiling
because i could no longer look at them
for the reminder of when you spinned them to make them look like stars
i hate the way i cant eat reeses
because they remind me of the one time
you ate one for me even when you hate chocolate
and you threw up
i hate the way you pop your collar
because you think its the new trend
i hate the way you sang lfo
when we were lying in my bed
i hate the bubble fights we had
and the bets on who could keep their hand on the burner longer
i hate the way you gave me your bracelets
just to make me smile
i hate all the mornings you sat with me in the hall
i hate how we named my cd player after you
and your man purse after me
because whenever i listen to my cd player
i just always think of you and me
i hate the way you ruined my favorite bands
all i get is tears in my eyes
i hate the way you abandoned all your good friends
just to be popular
1..2...3...4 years
no one was by your side that long
all the pretty girls come and go
you say they lie and cheat
but you are the cheatee
and tried to get me to cheat on my once boyfriend
but i was faithful
even though i have only loved you
i hate the way you saved me
from the monster on the haunted hayride
you said "back off..she is mine.."
i hate how i was there guiding you along
you dont remember me
no longer see me
except as another girl now
it hurts inside
i know it forever will
hopefully i will see you once again
the old you
the one i fell in love with
and could spend the rest of my life with
goodbye farewell
we will always have tiger lilies and the 30th of april
Seems like yesterday,
Bought a house above the ocean
Where our kids could laugh and play.
I called you from Paris,
To tell you that I
Wrote our names on the observation deck
Of the Eiffel Tower.
Remember those nights?
Playing "Summer Wind" on the jukebox of the bar we used to go.
We made out in the bathroom, and you walked me to my house.
I tried to convince you not to go home.
If only I had more time,
I'd take you where you wanted to go.
Italy isn't the same without you here.
If only I had one wish,
I'd want a million trillion life times
That I could spend with you.
Fall in love with you again and again.
Again...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
first love=first hate
(this was a way for me to vent, cuz i just heard that ataris song on the radio and i needed to let some old feelings out)
i hate the way you were my best friend
i hate the way you changed your image
i hate how we could no longer talk
because i wasnt high enough social status
i hate the way you looked at me
that night we spent together
i hate the way i cant turn on my light
because you made it flicker on and off
i hate the way i had to rip down my cds from my ceiling
because i could no longer look at them
for the reminder of when you spinned them to make them look like stars
i hate the way i cant eat reeses
because they remind me of the one time
you ate one for me even when you hate chocolate
and you threw up
i hate the way you pop your collar
because you think its the new trend
i hate the way you sang lfo
when we were lying in my bed
i hate the bubble fights we had
and the bets on who could keep their hand on the burner longer
i hate the way you gave me your bracelets
just to make me smile
i hate all the mornings you sat with me in the hall
i hate how we named my cd player after you
and your man purse after me
because whenever i listen to my cd player
i just always think of you and me
i hate the way you ruined my favorite bands
all i get is tears in my eyes
i hate the way you abandoned all your good friends
just to be popular
1..2...3...4 years
no one was by your side that long
all the pretty girls come and go
you say they lie and cheat
but you are the cheatee
and tried to get me to cheat on my once boyfriend
but i was faithful
even though i have only loved you
i hate the way you saved me
from the monster on the haunted hayride
you said "back off..she is mine.."
i hate how i was there guiding you along
you dont remember me
no longer see me
except as another girl now
it hurts inside
i know it forever will
hopefully i will see you once again
the old you
the one i fell in love with
and could spend the rest of my life with
goodbye farewell
we will always have tiger lilies and the 30th of april