(no subject)
i am honestly in the worst mood in the history of time
i can't stop crying
i have gained 10 lbs in the last month and half
thats the most i have weighed since about 7th grade
(maybe thats why he doesnt like me) crazy fatness
i am going back to anorexicness i dont care
i reached my goal of being healthy enough to donate blood this year
and i was forced to talk to ben twice today
no matter how much i don't want to and how much i hate him
i cant stop liking him, i still do and i can't deny it
just his big stupid grin on his face when i came up to him for the second time today
and its like GGGAAHHH!
but it was amusing how when the first time we spoke this morning me being all confidental "i need a cd" "well teresa i think im out" "...fine" and he continues about to say something and i just leave
kyla pointed out this is how i was with alex, yes its how i deal with turds, i know im being a bitch but i am a bitch to bastards.
me, pball, wesley, and gierach all watched weston and rob brooks christian faith video, its was hilarious, they were like supposed to act as pball and wesley and it was grand. but i was like ew im in a room full of teachers who could rape me.
i had the most sexual dream last night of jude law. i am like blushing right now as it is lol but it was very..enlightening hah
yearbook late night tomorrow, counciling and then funness with christina. prolly see alphie with jude ha
god life sucks
i can't stop crying
i have gained 10 lbs in the last month and half
thats the most i have weighed since about 7th grade
(maybe thats why he doesnt like me) crazy fatness
i am going back to anorexicness i dont care
i reached my goal of being healthy enough to donate blood this year
and i was forced to talk to ben twice today
no matter how much i don't want to and how much i hate him
i cant stop liking him, i still do and i can't deny it
just his big stupid grin on his face when i came up to him for the second time today
and its like GGGAAHHH!
but it was amusing how when the first time we spoke this morning me being all confidental "i need a cd" "well teresa i think im out" "...fine" and he continues about to say something and i just leave
kyla pointed out this is how i was with alex, yes its how i deal with turds, i know im being a bitch but i am a bitch to bastards.
me, pball, wesley, and gierach all watched weston and rob brooks christian faith video, its was hilarious, they were like supposed to act as pball and wesley and it was grand. but i was like ew im in a room full of teachers who could rape me.
i had the most sexual dream last night of jude law. i am like blushing right now as it is lol but it was very..enlightening hah
yearbook late night tomorrow, counciling and then funness with christina. prolly see alphie with jude ha
god life sucks