I always seem to fuck up!
Well i believe i have had the hardest week of my life. I lost of my friends thaty i thought i would never lose adn i don't know why i exploded and now i cna't believe i did. But i hope that we int e future solve are problems. i thin right now we need are space i guess. Well i life at home is lighting up a little me and mom watched The Grudge last night and it sucks ass!! I hated it! It didn't making any sense but u might have to watch it a few time to understad it more WHATEVA!
Well it was wierd my mom was very nice to me yesterday or liast night sh etalking about going shopping this weekend with me and buuying me some things i have seen her this nice to me in like 3 months maybe sh is starting to understadn that she can't exactly control me and that i am during into a young adult i don't know i hope she start to understand that. Well i can't wait untill this weekend though SHOPPING with my mother WOW! I can't to get my hair cut and new SHOES. I am hoping to get some Adios that would be great. Yes very great!
Right now of course when i right in this journal i am in study doing nothing i am sad Simone isn't here. i have no one to talk to. :(! I want to talk to somone but u can't always get what you want. Okay whateva i don't care i was hoping not to talk much today but i really only talk to like Mike, Jon, Sam, Kristina, Jesse, Kyle and my friends but nopt that many peps i wanted to be silent but i donesn't work out to well for me anymore. Well during break i played hacky sack wiht Jon and Mike it was fun most fun i have had in a while. YEA! When i am with Jon i don't feel sad or mad just happy knowing that someone really may love me!
Right now too ia m listening to Godsmack on my CD palyer its geat and my batteries are dying. So i am putting the music on this dame laptop that sucks ass! Anyways i can't believe it on Valentines Day it will 1 year since my surgery on my knee. And my knee is still skrewed up badly whatever i friggen hate hospitals but i am glad that they fixed my knee. I really hate when is snows, rains or really wierd weather my knee is really messed up it has mood changes i am not kidding Ms.Costa told me that if mositure get out into the knee or scare it make the surgery or what hurts and become very weak it sucks i hate it soo bad.
Well i am going to fix my journal up and shit soo bye bye
i luv you Jonnie Boi
xoxoxoxo
AJ- i am sworrry about what happened hopefully we can be friends again.
Well it was wierd my mom was very nice to me yesterday or liast night sh etalking about going shopping this weekend with me and buuying me some things i have seen her this nice to me in like 3 months maybe sh is starting to understadn that she can't exactly control me and that i am during into a young adult i don't know i hope she start to understand that. Well i can't wait untill this weekend though SHOPPING with my mother WOW! I can't to get my hair cut and new SHOES. I am hoping to get some Adios that would be great. Yes very great!
Right now of course when i right in this journal i am in study doing nothing i am sad Simone isn't here. i have no one to talk to. :(! I want to talk to somone but u can't always get what you want. Okay whateva i don't care i was hoping not to talk much today but i really only talk to like Mike, Jon, Sam, Kristina, Jesse, Kyle and my friends but nopt that many peps i wanted to be silent but i donesn't work out to well for me anymore. Well during break i played hacky sack wiht Jon and Mike it was fun most fun i have had in a while. YEA! When i am with Jon i don't feel sad or mad just happy knowing that someone really may love me!
Right now too ia m listening to Godsmack on my CD palyer its geat and my batteries are dying. So i am putting the music on this dame laptop that sucks ass! Anyways i can't believe it on Valentines Day it will 1 year since my surgery on my knee. And my knee is still skrewed up badly whatever i friggen hate hospitals but i am glad that they fixed my knee. I really hate when is snows, rains or really wierd weather my knee is really messed up it has mood changes i am not kidding Ms.Costa told me that if mositure get out into the knee or scare it make the surgery or what hurts and become very weak it sucks i hate it soo bad.
Well i am going to fix my journal up and shit soo bye bye
i luv you Jonnie Boi
xoxoxoxo
AJ- i am sworrry about what happened hopefully we can be friends again.