Pumping woes

[ckw_7]

I called the NICU to check on her this morning, and mostly to find out how the first few feedings went on "momma milk" now. She's not having any trouble with it at all. Digesting every drop they give her and asking for more. Now if I can just get these puppies to start producing normally. I get a good pumping every 2 pumps. the inbetween ones are only minimal amount. I'm lucky if I get half an ounce one time, then the next time WHAM, three ounces at once. It's so erratic. I'm so tired of my alarm clock. And sleeping for 2 hours then getting up. But I'm damned determined.

Note to my boobs: 
You may think to fight me on this...but I will win. You will produce. So there, nyahh!!!