I failed in an unexpected way.
My sister told me that I should went to meet him only when I felt self-confident. If I'm not, then just don't. And recently I thought that I already have enough confidence. I keep muttering to myself that I could do it as easily as ABC, that I was older than him so why I had to be nervous. As long as I act naturally, everything's gonna be fine, I just need to say 3 sentences - I tried hard to convince myself like this.
Ironically, no sooner had I just seen him from far-away than I was completely blushed like a beet. My legs shook crazily, butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't do anything but keep whining with my friend that I wouldn't do it. Then watched him left, without saying anything I was supposed to say. No one but I broke my plan alone.
I still couldn't believe that I let my chance go by in a wink this way until I was at home. I was so good a fool. To be worse, I think he must feel something fishy. He kept turning his head round and looking at us as if he would ran away the instant we said something. DAMN. =_=;;
Tomorrow, I will try again !! Oh my confidence, please come back ...
Ironically, no sooner had I just seen him from far-away than I was completely blushed like a beet. My legs shook crazily, butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't do anything but keep whining with my friend that I wouldn't do it. Then watched him left, without saying anything I was supposed to say. No one but I broke my plan alone.
I still couldn't believe that I let my chance go by in a wink this way until I was at home. I was so good a fool. To be worse, I think he must feel something fishy. He kept turning his head round and looking at us as if he would ran away the instant we said something. DAMN. =_=;;
Tomorrow, I will try again !! Oh my confidence, please come back ...