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I want snuggles. And hugs. And.. just general attention. Outside of the internet. Sadly, I don't see much of that happening for a while. I don't get out anywhere enough.
I also want Jason, and therefore snuggle/hug/kisses/etc from him, of course. -.- I miss him. Even though I should probably stop hoping "just maybe", "sometime soon", "eventually". But... I just can't quite. Which would complicate any near-future possible relationship with someone. (Which still isn't something I see as likely to happen, anyway)
XD I just need some kind of cuddle-buddy. Too bad everyone's too far away.
I'm getting into this almost anti-social vibe thing apparently. Yesterday I got home from work (around 3 or so), I went upstairs and napped/surfed online/listened to music and stuff/whatever in my room until 10pm when sister asked me if I was gonna watch netflix DVD and told me mom was apparently freaking out over me not going downstairs for supper.
Did approximately the same thing Tuesday, only I was mostly reading my book (it was interesting and I didn't wanna stop! xD) and I did go downstairs a tad bit earlier... And my wednesday work is for the most part just me and the newspapers and my music anyway.
At skating I keep to myself or talk mostly just to Marisa, dad, and Marisa's friend/our cousin. But I've always done that anyway.
Ah well. I'd better get some sleep, another day of work. (Looking forward to the technical 4 day weekend though. I don't go back to work after tomorrow until next Wednesday thanks to Christmas. ... And then work Thurs. & Fri., and off the following Mon. and Tues. for New Years. Hrm.
Picciture:
Cammy told me I looked emo-ish :<
-shrugs-
Photobucket's been ultra slow for me this evening. Functional enough that I managed to get some pictures uploaded first, but now it just keeps saying its loading and only blank page while my status bar says "waiting for photobucket.com" .. so I guess my links may or may not work, currently? >> Ah well. I'd better get some sleep.
I also want Jason, and therefore snuggle/hug/kisses/etc from him, of course. -.- I miss him. Even though I should probably stop hoping "just maybe", "sometime soon", "eventually". But... I just can't quite. Which would complicate any near-future possible relationship with someone. (Which still isn't something I see as likely to happen, anyway)
XD I just need some kind of cuddle-buddy. Too bad everyone's too far away.
I'm getting into this almost anti-social vibe thing apparently. Yesterday I got home from work (around 3 or so), I went upstairs and napped/surfed online/listened to music and stuff/whatever in my room until 10pm when sister asked me if I was gonna watch netflix DVD and told me mom was apparently freaking out over me not going downstairs for supper.
Did approximately the same thing Tuesday, only I was mostly reading my book (it was interesting and I didn't wanna stop! xD) and I did go downstairs a tad bit earlier... And my wednesday work is for the most part just me and the newspapers and my music anyway.
At skating I keep to myself or talk mostly just to Marisa, dad, and Marisa's friend/our cousin. But I've always done that anyway.
Ah well. I'd better get some sleep, another day of work. (Looking forward to the technical 4 day weekend though. I don't go back to work after tomorrow until next Wednesday thanks to Christmas. ... And then work Thurs. & Fri., and off the following Mon. and Tues. for New Years. Hrm.
Picciture:
Cammy told me I looked emo-ish :<
-shrugs-
Photobucket's been ultra slow for me this evening. Functional enough that I managed to get some pictures uploaded first, but now it just keeps saying its loading and only blank page while my status bar says "waiting for photobucket.com" .. so I guess my links may or may not work, currently? >> Ah well. I'd better get some sleep.