Lazyness
captainkrazee: House was in my dreams last night
dannylam4: XD
dannylam4: what about?
captainkrazee: uh...
captainkrazee: random. Wasn't in a hospital or anything
captainkrazee: and he wasn't -quite- as sarcastic/jerkoff/whatever
dannylam4: haha
captainkrazee: ...and there was flirting
dannylam4: ooo ;-)
captainkrazee: at one point we were in this store-esque place and I put on random clothes that turned out to be a really really thin tshirt and a miniskirt of approximately the same color. And me and him and some younger-than-me-girl that was (or he cared about like) a niece/family, went to..somewhere on a sort of mission. I recall flooded waters and a four wheeler and unplanned swimming. And then getting back to the first place and like.. waiting or something and all of us just kinda laying on the floor in tiredness. And I guess his arm was under me and I'd reached over to kinda hold his hand. lol
dannylam4: lol, unplanned swimming
dannylam4: awww, cute
captainkrazee: I woke up missing Jason, thinking it was Saturday and than almost freaking out that I was gonna be late for work (damn cloudy mornings when you can't tell the time of day at all by looking at the sky. >>)
dannylam4: XD
dannylam4: <3
captainkrazee: and I found out at work this morning that I messed up in some work on Wednesday x.x
captainkrazee: thaat didn't help my day at all
dannylam4: awww
captainkrazee: and jason called while I was in the car tonight, so couldn't really talk... and by the time I got home it was too late for him to talk 'cause he has to get up early or whatever so him and his grandma can take a look at a place for rent.
dannylam4: aww
captainkrazee: ees been about a month since all the electricity stuff happened
Homeschool group had a party thing, mainly was those who have younger kids who went, which is fine. I could've stayed home but.. figured I might as well get out of the house. If I'd stayed home.. I wouldn't have been able to talk to Jason at all tonight since I wouldn't have had the cell ~.~.
Anyway, ate pizza, played some table tennis, took a couple pictures of Marisa playing Racquetball, and attempted some pool. Which I fail MISERABLY at. I mean, I did okay on ping pong, better than mom and I was able to get some semblance of a volley going with dad every once in a while. On pool? Even Marisa did better than I. She managed to get a few balls in. I got.. 1 or so? eheh. -.-. I suck so badly. I wouldn't care so much if she didn't do better...
And yeah. Mistake at work Wednesday - accidentally switched two legals and their affidavits when gluing together. No fucking clue how the hell I did that since I usually clip things together.
I hate making mistakes. Especially things I know I could have avoided. With myself I'm a perfectionist, if I'm gonna do something - for someone else especially, I don't want them to be able to criticize what I did/how I did it. Doesn't matter to me about other people being perfect or not, and I don't care as much about things that are just for me, either. Just in that, which is an okay attitude to have I guess, since it means I'm gonna try to do my best. But yeah. Then I'll mentally beat myself up over things a little. I also hate asking for help if I've gotten a leetle confused on things. >_> not good combination probably. Good thing I can sometimes think things through and come out all right. I have to be.
.Six Months.
How long me and Jason have been together now. As of the 25th. I remembered about it like, a month ago. And then forgot about it until today. Not that its a big deal and I don't care that much about such anniversaries, but its still kinda cool. I feel like the time has passed so quickly, and its almost amazing how far we went in that time. From not really knowing each other/barely taking much notice (at least on my part) to... I can't wait 'til we can be together. Fall asleep in each other's arms and everything and it seems so far away right now
At LEAST 6 more months before I can hope to see him. Most likely more. Time is so crazy, when it passes it seems so short, when it looms in front of you it seems so long, and when its right there with you.. well, thats a mixture of both. Too much of some parts and not enough of others. Bah. >_>
Sleep soon.
dannylam4: XD
dannylam4: what about?
captainkrazee: uh...
captainkrazee: random. Wasn't in a hospital or anything
captainkrazee: and he wasn't -quite- as sarcastic/jerkoff/whatever
dannylam4: haha
captainkrazee: ...and there was flirting
dannylam4: ooo ;-)
captainkrazee: at one point we were in this store-esque place and I put on random clothes that turned out to be a really really thin tshirt and a miniskirt of approximately the same color. And me and him and some younger-than-me-girl that was (or he cared about like) a niece/family, went to..somewhere on a sort of mission. I recall flooded waters and a four wheeler and unplanned swimming. And then getting back to the first place and like.. waiting or something and all of us just kinda laying on the floor in tiredness. And I guess his arm was under me and I'd reached over to kinda hold his hand. lol
dannylam4: lol, unplanned swimming
dannylam4: awww, cute
captainkrazee: I woke up missing Jason, thinking it was Saturday and than almost freaking out that I was gonna be late for work (damn cloudy mornings when you can't tell the time of day at all by looking at the sky. >>)
dannylam4: XD
dannylam4: <3
captainkrazee: and I found out at work this morning that I messed up in some work on Wednesday x.x
captainkrazee: thaat didn't help my day at all
dannylam4: awww
captainkrazee: and jason called while I was in the car tonight, so couldn't really talk... and by the time I got home it was too late for him to talk 'cause he has to get up early or whatever so him and his grandma can take a look at a place for rent.
dannylam4: aww
captainkrazee: ees been about a month since all the electricity stuff happened
Homeschool group had a party thing, mainly was those who have younger kids who went, which is fine. I could've stayed home but.. figured I might as well get out of the house. If I'd stayed home.. I wouldn't have been able to talk to Jason at all tonight since I wouldn't have had the cell ~.~.
Anyway, ate pizza, played some table tennis, took a couple pictures of Marisa playing Racquetball, and attempted some pool. Which I fail MISERABLY at. I mean, I did okay on ping pong, better than mom and I was able to get some semblance of a volley going with dad every once in a while. On pool? Even Marisa did better than I. She managed to get a few balls in. I got.. 1 or so? eheh. -.-. I suck so badly. I wouldn't care so much if she didn't do better...
And yeah. Mistake at work Wednesday - accidentally switched two legals and their affidavits when gluing together. No fucking clue how the hell I did that since I usually clip things together.
I hate making mistakes. Especially things I know I could have avoided. With myself I'm a perfectionist, if I'm gonna do something - for someone else especially, I don't want them to be able to criticize what I did/how I did it. Doesn't matter to me about other people being perfect or not, and I don't care as much about things that are just for me, either. Just in that, which is an okay attitude to have I guess, since it means I'm gonna try to do my best. But yeah. Then I'll mentally beat myself up over things a little. I also hate asking for help if I've gotten a leetle confused on things. >_> not good combination probably. Good thing I can sometimes think things through and come out all right. I have to be.
.Six Months.
How long me and Jason have been together now. As of the 25th. I remembered about it like, a month ago. And then forgot about it until today. Not that its a big deal and I don't care that much about such anniversaries, but its still kinda cool. I feel like the time has passed so quickly, and its almost amazing how far we went in that time. From not really knowing each other/barely taking much notice (at least on my part) to... I can't wait 'til we can be together. Fall asleep in each other's arms and everything and it seems so far away right now
At LEAST 6 more months before I can hope to see him. Most likely more. Time is so crazy, when it passes it seems so short, when it looms in front of you it seems so long, and when its right there with you.. well, thats a mixture of both. Too much of some parts and not enough of others. Bah. >_>
Sleep soon.