There are better ways to share news than by accident.
captainkrazee: ohsnap xD
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: ?
captainkrazee: I'd written something on some paper at work, stuck it in the book I was reading, forgot about it
captainkrazee: and mommy found it haha
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: lol
captainkrazee: ...when I'd been bored/thinking about you
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: uh... oh.
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: lol
captainkrazee: yeah
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: what'd she say?
captainkrazee: she's all "is that just stuff you wrote or is it how you feel?"
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: o.O
captainkrazee: "is that the guy thats been calling you?"
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: well, you... might wanna tell her.
captainkrazee: lol
captainkrazee: "you should be careful about things on the internet and in real life. You can get hurt that way"
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: ...lol
captainkrazee: "do you know he is who he says he is? He could be a 30 year old man"
captainkrazee: "Well, don't be making any plans to run off with him"
captainkrazee: ><
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: ...I look damn good for 30.
captainkrazee: I'll say xD
captainkrazee: .. I should remind myself what I wrote....
captainkrazee: 'cause I don't remember
captainkrazee: fully
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: haha
captainkrazee: hopefully nothing too bad...
captainkrazee: no laughing at mee >>
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: ...well, at least now you dont gotta tell your parents.
captainkrazee: hahaha
captainkrazee: yeah..
captainkrazee: but now things are just weird >_>
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: lol
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: it'll be fine.
captainkrazee: I hope so
captainkrazee: though now mom'll be worried I'm gonna run off with you. >_>
captainkrazee: which.... I can't exactly deny
captainkrazee: so yeah
captainkrazee: I just would've preferred parents finding out in a different way
captainkrazee: and maybe not mom first >_>
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: XD
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: yeah
captainkrazee: I prefer talking to dad about things XD
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: well... intercept her
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: lol
captainkrazee: I know he's not gonna blow things out of proportion
captainkrazee: intercept her?
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: go tell your dad before she can XD
captainkrazee: meh
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: might save you problems down the road.
captainkrazee: she may have already. -shrugs-
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: XD
captainkrazee: don't care anymore. too late for me to fix whats already known >_>
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: XD still
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: you can fix the impact.
captainkrazee: Meh
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: if she's gonna make it look all... big and fucked up
captainkrazee: I dunno if she is or not
captainkrazee: she's not pressing the issue too much
captainkrazee: admittedly, I'd respond kinda noncommittally to most of her questions when she asked 'em
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: XD
captainkrazee: not saying yes or no just... barely responding
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: sounds like you
captainkrazee: yup
captainkrazee: there's a reason people don't know what I'm thinking >_>
What had I wrote?
I want my baby. My Jason.
Bleh. too far away. Too many miles.
I want to be held by him curl up on his lap ... kisses
next year
too long
I miss my Jason
>< saappy
And then a different page...
Something that was more of a poemy-thing
love has no explanations
no reasons why this is so, why
this person. Why not that person
the heart doesn't care about logic
about making sense
about being understood.
make of it what you will. It has its own logic. Just let it have free range.
Embrace the chaos.
Love.
love doesn't happen at a glance
not the first glance. Maybe not the second. People doing what they don't understand anyway. "How could I possibly love him? He lives with his parents, has no job, games, ugly? (unf. wasn't trying to describe Jason or exactly how I feel. haha)
My heart must be confused.
denial confusion logic chaos
Life isn't perfect, neither is love
But at least its an exciting rollercoaster.
I love my Jason ♥
Doesn't matter how or why
... man do I hate sharing what I write. But hey.... can't be worse than mom having read it XD
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: ?
captainkrazee: I'd written something on some paper at work, stuck it in the book I was reading, forgot about it
captainkrazee: and mommy found it haha
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: lol
captainkrazee: ...when I'd been bored/thinking about you
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: uh... oh.
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: lol
captainkrazee: yeah
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: what'd she say?
captainkrazee: she's all "is that just stuff you wrote or is it how you feel?"
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: o.O
captainkrazee: "is that the guy thats been calling you?"
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: well, you... might wanna tell her.
captainkrazee: lol
captainkrazee: "you should be careful about things on the internet and in real life. You can get hurt that way"
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: ...lol
captainkrazee: "do you know he is who he says he is? He could be a 30 year old man"
captainkrazee: "Well, don't be making any plans to run off with him"
captainkrazee: ><
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: ...I look damn good for 30.
captainkrazee: I'll say xD
captainkrazee: .. I should remind myself what I wrote....
captainkrazee: 'cause I don't remember
captainkrazee: fully
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: haha
captainkrazee: hopefully nothing too bad...
captainkrazee: no laughing at mee >>
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: ...well, at least now you dont gotta tell your parents.
captainkrazee: hahaha
captainkrazee: yeah..
captainkrazee: but now things are just weird >_>
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: lol
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: it'll be fine.
captainkrazee: I hope so
captainkrazee: though now mom'll be worried I'm gonna run off with you. >_>
captainkrazee: which.... I can't exactly deny
captainkrazee: so yeah
captainkrazee: I just would've preferred parents finding out in a different way
captainkrazee: and maybe not mom first >_>
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: XD
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: yeah
captainkrazee: I prefer talking to dad about things XD
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: well... intercept her
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: lol
captainkrazee: I know he's not gonna blow things out of proportion
captainkrazee: intercept her?
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: go tell your dad before she can XD
captainkrazee: meh
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: might save you problems down the road.
captainkrazee: she may have already. -shrugs-
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: XD
captainkrazee: don't care anymore. too late for me to fix whats already known >_>
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: XD still
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: you can fix the impact.
captainkrazee: Meh
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: if she's gonna make it look all... big and fucked up
captainkrazee: I dunno if she is or not
captainkrazee: she's not pressing the issue too much
captainkrazee: admittedly, I'd respond kinda noncommittally to most of her questions when she asked 'em
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: XD
captainkrazee: not saying yes or no just... barely responding
ThisIsMyTrueSelf: sounds like you
captainkrazee: yup
captainkrazee: there's a reason people don't know what I'm thinking >_>
What had I wrote?
I want my baby. My Jason.
Bleh. too far away. Too many miles.
I want to be held by him curl up on his lap ... kisses
next year
too long
I miss my Jason
>< saappy
And then a different page...
Something that was more of a poemy-thing
love has no explanations
no reasons why this is so, why
this person. Why not that person
the heart doesn't care about logic
about making sense
about being understood.
make of it what you will. It has its own logic. Just let it have free range.
Embrace the chaos.
Love.
love doesn't happen at a glance
not the first glance. Maybe not the second. People doing what they don't understand anyway. "How could I possibly love him? He lives with his parents, has no job, games, ugly? (unf. wasn't trying to describe Jason or exactly how I feel. haha)
My heart must be confused.
denial confusion logic chaos
Life isn't perfect, neither is love
But at least its an exciting rollercoaster.
I love my Jason ♥
Doesn't matter how or why
... man do I hate sharing what I write. But hey.... can't be worse than mom having read it XD