Midnight Ramblings?

[ckrazee]

Part of me doesn't want to sleep. Tired? Perhaps, though I did very little today as it was. Went to bed after 2am I think, last night.. Dreams, mostly with Jason in them. And oddly enough, whatsherface as well, at one point. At least I think thats who it was. Odd dreams, but no more than usual for me. Kind of nice, at any rate

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[ihaveacondition]

I know your pain, dear. All I want, pretty much all the time, is to talk to you. But I never have much to say. Or have the urge to do the work I'm NOT supposed to be doing while I'm taking my little day off lol. Oh well. I woke up cuz the monitor kept clicking on and off. Cat was hitting my mouse I think. I don't think it matters what you say, just that you say it, you know? I mean, its comforting just to talk to you, doesn't need to be important.

And yeah, sometimes you do act slightly ditzyish... Tho I would say its more of a scatterbrained thing. Kinda like me. Too much up there to make any one line of thought separate. But you really should take some classes. I wouldn't suggest full-out college, at least not yet. Get more used to social activity. Take a year or so to "find yourself". Not in the whole hippie spiritual way, but to see who you really are in a social situation. Find where you're comfortable, all that. Its really what I did. I just had a lot harder time doing it. Thats why I'm going back to school after five years. Its stressful, though. Don't wait THAT long. You really are a smart girl, even if you like to put yourself down about it. I think thats honestly the one flaw you have, and even that doesn't change things. It actually makes you a lot more attractive, overall. Its kinda cute. lol

I'm surprised my medication let me type all that, with few typos. I'm barely awake. And in a moment here, I won't be at all! YAY! More than 4 hours of sleep! Its a new record for this week. Seriously...

I love you, babe.

[ckrazee]

I know it doesn't really need to be 'important' Its just.. I dunno. I'm just silly, I guess.

But yeah, scatterbrained.. I don't think I am quite so much as I act sometimes. Its easier, y'know? Less thinking involved. I'm quite content to get by without too much thinking sometimes. lol But yeah, I do need to go ahead and take some classes - jobs at least prefer someone to have more than a high school diploma or whatever, and I certainly don't want to do fast food or whatever. xD. Honestly though, its probably best for me to just go ahead and take classes, online or not, before waiting too long. Knowing me, if I started to put stuff off, I'd keep on doing it for a while and then life might put some obstacles up to doing things later. Its certainly how things seem to have happened with my siblings, at any rate.

>> Gee, you make it sound like I'm almost perfect, so much that even my flaws are cute. I only say that stuff about not being smart 'cause I don't feel like I am. Even if thats a little just 'cause I let myself be ditzy anyway. lol

-cling- I love you too.