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I walked around 2 miles today. Went down the road, reached a point and game back. lol. Up and down hills, listening to my mp3 player. Weeee. I folded my shirt up 'cause the sun shining made me feel a little warm and all. and no one was around... until a car came down the road. When I noticed it was an "oh crap -pulls down shirt-" moment. >> people see my stomach on -my- terms. XD. Put the shirt up again showing off my stomach to the sun and air after it went out of view. Later, another car came along. Weee.. fortunately, only the 2 vehicles passed by. After that I just kept looking around me, too..
So. Drama practice yesterday. went through it 3 full times, once with the understudies. They still need quite a bit of prompting and books. Not that I'm much further along, I guess. Hell, during the 2nd practice we skipped like, 20 lines. Or was it half the lines on page 20.. I don't remember. Point is it was a huge chunk of it. (hey.. is that not the best way to cut the time down for performances? lol)
Ended up getting a little teary at one point - Cindy and Cathy were commenting on people getting kinda snarky at others when they forget their lines, etc. I know I'm one of them, though certainly not the only one. Beh. Guess sometimes I can't help getting a little upset about stuff, kinda taking it a little personally? Wish I didn't cry so easily sometimes, though. Once Cindy was more or less done talking, Katie came over to me and leaned her head on my shoulder/hugged me. Shawna and Bethany walked over too. And... they picked me up. XD It was kinda awkward since I was sitting in a chair... Katie can pick me up without too much trouble all on her own after all. Man, I love 'em. We've known each other for a couple years I guess, we've really gotten close. I think sometimes its easy to take people for granted... I'll have to try not to let things drift apart. =/
Still, as much as I appreciate the hugs I got from them and Cindy last night, I was still kinda quiet/meh for a while later. I'd kind of like to just.. be held. By Jason, really. Sometimes a year seems so far away... And who knows what will happen between now and then, either. But, one day at a time.. It'll pass. And with me getting a job at some point this summer, and whatever else I end up doing as well.. things probably won't seem too slow. Meh..
Hm...Eh. I think I've typed enough for today. >_>
So. Drama practice yesterday. went through it 3 full times, once with the understudies. They still need quite a bit of prompting and books. Not that I'm much further along, I guess. Hell, during the 2nd practice we skipped like, 20 lines. Or was it half the lines on page 20.. I don't remember. Point is it was a huge chunk of it. (hey.. is that not the best way to cut the time down for performances? lol)
Ended up getting a little teary at one point - Cindy and Cathy were commenting on people getting kinda snarky at others when they forget their lines, etc. I know I'm one of them, though certainly not the only one. Beh. Guess sometimes I can't help getting a little upset about stuff, kinda taking it a little personally? Wish I didn't cry so easily sometimes, though. Once Cindy was more or less done talking, Katie came over to me and leaned her head on my shoulder/hugged me. Shawna and Bethany walked over too. And... they picked me up. XD It was kinda awkward since I was sitting in a chair... Katie can pick me up without too much trouble all on her own after all. Man, I love 'em. We've known each other for a couple years I guess, we've really gotten close. I think sometimes its easy to take people for granted... I'll have to try not to let things drift apart. =/
Still, as much as I appreciate the hugs I got from them and Cindy last night, I was still kinda quiet/meh for a while later. I'd kind of like to just.. be held. By Jason, really. Sometimes a year seems so far away... And who knows what will happen between now and then, either. But, one day at a time.. It'll pass. And with me getting a job at some point this summer, and whatever else I end up doing as well.. things probably won't seem too slow. Meh..
Hm...Eh. I think I've typed enough for today. >_>