days go bye and still...

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yeah so stress of certain things, granny in hospital due to stroke, possible job changes, little time off with even less this next week, having to move out of apt, low money since restaurant business is down, having to deal with friend in hospital and the internalized stresses of dealing with our old and future relationship (platonic or not)- among many other factors past and present... resulted in anxiety attack-

went to doc- got something called lexapro... night #2 (and night 1) had slight nausea, and a little bit dizzy for a while.. thought the first night it was something i ate... but nope =)

otherwise all is decent.