o9. Let the [FLAMES] begin

Jun 26, 2007 17:02

What a shame we all became such fragile, broken things.
A memory remains just a tiny spark.
I give it all my oxygen,
So let the flames begin.

Is this fire in Tahoe is really depressing to anyone else?
Or is it just me and my pms state that is really upset about this horrific disaster?

I dont know but it makes me sad... and it has been ruining my perfectly good days off.. and my regularly scheduled programing. stupid summer, and dry heat... (seeeeee, we would be all be a lot safer and happier with a little rain, huh mother nature; thought so.) Yesterday i was driving to the bank to deposit a check, and i saw a cloud in the sky, huge and grey, and close... as i was driving down elk-grove florin road, passing this local itialian restraunt, a field was ablaze. It was scary because the family who i guess lives there were running around in the smoke trying to get the horses away from the blaze... yaaaaah, but it was under control and put out by the time i was passing by the other direction. Anyways, thats just my insite on the whole "fire" devestation.

Other things that make me sad... Having to get over certain things slash people in my life. I know its all for the better, but damn, it just really really sucks ass that it has to be this way you know? I really cant go into detail what or who i am talking about, but it just kinda puts a damper on my happy mood. you know?! I am not trying to be emo, just trying to catch everyone who cares (val) with whats going on my life.

< rant >
Just so everyone knows, Cocaine now comes in flavors, Strawberry and Coconut. I read this today in the paper, and i almost flipped out. here comes a rant. So look out. WHY THE FUCK MUST THE DRUG INDUSTRY EXPLIOT CHILDREN TO MAKE MORE MONEY? seriously, first of all, hide the taste of meth and herion by making "strawberry fields", but now coke too... shit son, it seriously hurts my heart. i know that its a business, and i am in an addictive business too, but seriously? mines a little bit less dangerous. but someone came into my shop this morning and went into this huge debate about it, not so much defending it, but telling me how what i do is the same as them.... which i can see, when i was a kid i didnt wanna drink coffee, but now, how many kids do you see drinking coffee, not because they dont have enough energy, but because its cool... and well some kids do drugs because of that too...i am afraid to become a parent. seriously, there is so much shit to fucking worry about... good luck boo bear, i will be here to help you and matty <3 ;).... granted i might not be the best role model, but damn i will take that little boy to his first movie, and crepeville outting. lol
< / rant >

I miss my soulmate.
I miss my life.
I miss my money.
i miss my winter / fall.
I miss my innocence.
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