Sep 18, 2005 15:51
Lately, I just couldn't care if I lived or died. I've been getting more and more depressed, I just wan't to blow my god damn brains out with a shotgun. I've accepted the fact that I have to die, I don't fear death. My life just plain sucks. Some people actually try to help, but they just end up making it worse. My life is a pain in the ass, and if any of you were me, you'd say the same thing. I'll be dead soon, so you guys can have my stuff, I don't care anymore. I just don't care if I go to Hell or whatever...i just don't care.