Why the hell am I awake?
Had a wonderful day!
Laurie and I took Kai and Mom to the park for a Dog Frisbee championship. It was cool. was there for over 2 hours... outside, in the sun with family.
Very nice.
Took mom home came home watched the Cubs sweep the White Sox and then watched the mid-season finale of BSG (Holy shit!) finally.
Then watched mindless tv that was tivo'd for no reason (The Two Coreys).
Now I'm up... should go to bed as I don't feel like working at the moment or doing much of anything. Surfing even makes me go "ehh..." Guess I am tired? Not sure.
Rie said to me today that the way Mom was today, she could see us living with her in a 4 bedroom house. I did a doubletake. Then I realize that things were better because... there's a lot of reasons. Let's just put it this way:
The chi between us has finally gotten into balance. FINALLY. Took a few years and some counciling, but it's there.
of course, mom was sober and had not drank. we're not living under the same roof. Kai is there now. It's a leap year. etc. etc. etc. If it's a win, I'll take it.
Earlier I thought "Hey, I should take a walk." and then realized it was the 3rd inning and I was enjoying watching the game. So, I put it aside. Then the game was over and I thought again "I could go for a walk" and then thought of the fact it's 10:30 at night.
Thinking forward, I should tell my workload to frak-off for a bit and go to the gym. But what of my schedule? My workload? The fact that a lot of people think I should be attached at the ear by a phone?
If anyone knows of a way to exercise and loose weight while being stressed and busy, let me know.
I'm 335 now. I need to lose some weight. Seriously.
It's not like I go out and eat a whole cake. I don't drink soda. I don't sit and eat candy. So, what the hell?
Laurie and I took Kai and Mom to the park for a Dog Frisbee championship. It was cool. was there for over 2 hours... outside, in the sun with family.
Very nice.
Took mom home came home watched the Cubs sweep the White Sox and then watched the mid-season finale of BSG (Holy shit!) finally.
Then watched mindless tv that was tivo'd for no reason (The Two Coreys).
Now I'm up... should go to bed as I don't feel like working at the moment or doing much of anything. Surfing even makes me go "ehh..." Guess I am tired? Not sure.
Rie said to me today that the way Mom was today, she could see us living with her in a 4 bedroom house. I did a doubletake. Then I realize that things were better because... there's a lot of reasons. Let's just put it this way:
The chi between us has finally gotten into balance. FINALLY. Took a few years and some counciling, but it's there.
of course, mom was sober and had not drank. we're not living under the same roof. Kai is there now. It's a leap year. etc. etc. etc. If it's a win, I'll take it.
Earlier I thought "Hey, I should take a walk." and then realized it was the 3rd inning and I was enjoying watching the game. So, I put it aside. Then the game was over and I thought again "I could go for a walk" and then thought of the fact it's 10:30 at night.
Thinking forward, I should tell my workload to frak-off for a bit and go to the gym. But what of my schedule? My workload? The fact that a lot of people think I should be attached at the ear by a phone?
If anyone knows of a way to exercise and loose weight while being stressed and busy, let me know.
I'm 335 now. I need to lose some weight. Seriously.
It's not like I go out and eat a whole cake. I don't drink soda. I don't sit and eat candy. So, what the hell?