hey hows it going haven't chatted in awhile because my com. is messed up, however i read the last few entries on here and take it from someone with experience it really doesn't matter how many people you are with..Because when the right person comes around they are not going to care..Because when it comes down to it you are the only one who needs to know...I have been happily married for four years now and that is a number we have never brought up..Because when it comes down to it wheather you have been with 6 or 60 they are going to be jelous and so are you if you find out there number and the likley hood of them telling the trueth is not very good so fuck what anybody say's because really what business is ot of their's anyway.You are the one who has to look yourself in the mirror not them.
o my god thank you so much. totally right tho when i get married im leaving my past behind me cuz men are SUCH ASSHOLES. this guys coming to my house tonight and he just told my friend that i creep him out cuz i call him too much . . . and incidentally hes the one who always calls me . . . anyway dont think im gonna get any tonight lol!! but ya thanks so much your words were very uplifting. good to know someone's not judging me. anyways how are you?
Hey i am not one to judge anybody! And really unless you are perfect and nobody is what right do they have to judge... maybe they should worry about their own issue's and let you deal with yours...just remember what i said you are the one who has to look yourself in the mirror not them, and as long as you can do that and be proud of what you see then don't worry about those who need to put you down inorder to bild themselve up...They really are not worth the reaction they are trying to get from you...Plus when you do react they why they are expecting you to that is when they win, and by the sounds of it you are much better than that....In fact you sound a lot like me at 16 and i turned out pretty alright i have my regrets but then again we all do....Anyway things are pretty good here with me i go back to work soon 2 weeks to be exact so i am hoping that will help me with my weight goal ..How are things with you...And don't worry about the boy in my oppinion if you really creaped him oput then he wouldn't be stopping by.. Just make
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Maybe you should get some help. Not everyone has that kind of opportunity. Dealing with an ED, skipping school and doing drugs at 16 seems like a cry for help. I understand that you need to want to get help, but maybe you should look at this as an opportunity. Everyone experiments but make sure you are honest with yourself are not crossing a line between experimentation and self harm. You only get one life.
hey thanks for the insight. i totally agree and im already seeing a team of psychiatrists- anyway im bipolar and one idiot doctor's explanation for the way ive been acting is that im in the manic phase-so they increased my meds by a ton. anyway im going off on a tangent here. point is thanks for the support n u didnt have to post anonymously i totally understand
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