Oct 29, 2006 22:18
So after an amazing weekend it took just two people to ruin it. I'm tired of waisting my time on people that you believed to be mature then they turn and show you that they still live in high school. I felt like shit after what happened and I thought what if I was gone...? I love my friends and i love life and myself that I could never kill myself but it's just a thought...
What would people say? who would claim to be your best friends? what people that don't talk to you, don't know or don't like you would just chat away to your family about how good of friends you were.Who's friend's shoulders would they cry on to get sympathy for knowing you? Who would show up? would your best friends be there ar would they disappear like money in front of republicans. Just some thoughts on who your real friends are, how short life is, and what it means to live. Love you all
<3
Blake