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I've decided I need a vacation. Somewhere warm and sunny, with no responsibility to worry about. But, that will probably never happen. So, here I sit in Anderson, Indiana. Whoopi.
I'm extra bitchy, too. I feel like I'm being pulled in 1000 different directions all day long. And I'm becoming bitter about all of my obligations in life right now. I can't concentrate at all. It feels like everybody wants me to do everything, even though they probably really don't. I'm tired of having to make EVERY SINGLE decision for every single person. I just want to disappear and forget my life.
Or it could be that I'm so tired and wiped out because I'm averaging about 4 hours of sleep at night. Whatever. I'm just tired.....in every possible way.
But, the good news is: I'm home alone and there is no one here to ask me anything. I'm going to sit on the couch and watch tv......and pray to God no one calls me in the next 12 hours asking me a question of any sort.
I'm extra bitchy, too. I feel like I'm being pulled in 1000 different directions all day long. And I'm becoming bitter about all of my obligations in life right now. I can't concentrate at all. It feels like everybody wants me to do everything, even though they probably really don't. I'm tired of having to make EVERY SINGLE decision for every single person. I just want to disappear and forget my life.
Or it could be that I'm so tired and wiped out because I'm averaging about 4 hours of sleep at night. Whatever. I'm just tired.....in every possible way.
But, the good news is: I'm home alone and there is no one here to ask me anything. I'm going to sit on the couch and watch tv......and pray to God no one calls me in the next 12 hours asking me a question of any sort.