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why do i always surround myself with people that don't even care about me. Its so stupid I must have a sign taped to my back that says "hey if you like hurting people be my friend". And I complain about it all the time to the people who acc. care..and they are so right..why do i let myself worry over them..why should i care when they obviously don't. AND I'M SO FUCKING SORRY IF I'M NOT WORTH YOUR TIME BUT PLEASE AT LEAST TELL ME THE DAYS YOU WON'T BE TALKING TO ME. That would be another thing i'm TOed about when people seem to be mad at me...and if your ever mad at me let me know so we can talk about it. I'd rather talk it out then have everything miscontrusted
(spelling?). So ending button...half the people i consider friends don't even care anymore..the other half i love..if yours mad talk to me PLEASE..if not i enjoy small talk....or ANY talk for that matter.
oh another thing: I'm not a brave person so i obviously won't go over and ask what your problem is with me..especially if i have respect for you. But i really really reallllllly hate this right now. the way things are. and if you could either not talk to me at all anymore. or talk to me and be friends. either would be great..but this whole everyother day thing really ain't working for me. so just pick one. let me know thought so that if its the not talk to me at all part i can realize what a stupid i really am.
if your reading this and your thinking "wth?" then don't worry about i'm kind of in a very angry mood right now and am about ready to explode..so this is helping.
and just for a little perfect ending.
oatmeal RULES
(spelling?). So ending button...half the people i consider friends don't even care anymore..the other half i love..if yours mad talk to me PLEASE..if not i enjoy small talk....or ANY talk for that matter.
oh another thing: I'm not a brave person so i obviously won't go over and ask what your problem is with me..especially if i have respect for you. But i really really reallllllly hate this right now. the way things are. and if you could either not talk to me at all anymore. or talk to me and be friends. either would be great..but this whole everyother day thing really ain't working for me. so just pick one. let me know thought so that if its the not talk to me at all part i can realize what a stupid i really am.
if your reading this and your thinking "wth?" then don't worry about i'm kind of in a very angry mood right now and am about ready to explode..so this is helping.
and just for a little perfect ending.
oatmeal RULES