Oct 19, 2004 10:15
well i have shit to think about celine wanted to skip school w/ me today and larant came just for cover from their mom so anyways we get to my house the moment my mom walks out to the car celine snezzes and the funniest shit celine and larant felt really bad like two dogs with tails behind them so i felt bad for celine..... so we got a ride from my mom to school and then my mom sends me a text messeage saying " hey its mom im worried" ??wtf?? what was her issuse, im tried of seeing my dad fall short and fail all because of her, she STILL never talked about it to any one and yet i want a appology and yet i see no effort, so i got the balls today to finally talk to her after 2-3 fuckin years of bull shit that can be avoided by her saying " listen i fucked up sorry can u forgive me?" thats it not a big deal but nah, thats not the exact way it happened it was like no one ever talked about it. it was if it was a splint in her leg and was very secrative about every thing letting no one in and shutting every one else down how came to truly "know" her.
all i know is that she knows whats coming and dosent want to deal w/ it, i'll make her, i think she called because shes scared of what i know and dont know, she thinks its a big deal, but no, it isnt just old dead issuses coming to life again little by little and u know what jump-started this is when i started to smoke pot again like a week ago and its not a cool feeling, well i feel bad for celine and larant that they had to go to school so SORRY
ill be surprized if they ever see this on their comp. ill probably tell celine to look it up today. "yelling and screamming the whole way down" - one reminder
life is too short to waist, celine have a good life, by 28 im gone.
my life expectancy rate 28-35