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i don't know what is my reason here, what is my purpose here. i had the urge to kill myself, i don't know how many times. well, until i actually know someone. i told myself, let's give this fucking life another chance. and i did. even after i know him better, i still wanted to let myself go, but i held back. now, it just a matter of time, and place, cause i don't have anything good to offer anymore, i have nothing to give anymore. cause i'm just an asshole who hurts other, and doesn't belong in this fucking world. i belong in hell, i've commit too many sins, and i don't deserve anyone time, not even my parents, let them be happy, so they can enjoy their money without me asking and without them paying for my fucking useless things.
i tried to find a reason, good enough to stop me from doing this, but there is none. if there is a good reason, tell me, and i will rethink about it. but who would give a fuck right? fuck this..give me a week or two..and that's it.
i tried to find a reason, good enough to stop me from doing this, but there is none. if there is a good reason, tell me, and i will rethink about it. but who would give a fuck right? fuck this..give me a week or two..and that's it.