(no subject)
The Placebo Effect
If you pretend to be something long enough-
it becomes you.
I've faked happenss for so long that I can't see a difference.
Monotone was the last word i'd pick to describe my voice
but for everything else i's picturesque.
Disconnected while present,
broken down with a smile,
I'll laugh off your torture and no one will see my scar
untill I'm completely broken down.
These two blue pools of water in my head have frozen over.
Their windoww no longer show beneathe the surface.
My eyes are cold, yet beautiful.
Still, only I can see that their metamorphosis was for the worse.
Vold but not shaking.
Crying... on the inside.
I'll laugh off your totrure and no one will see my scars
until I'm completely broken down.
Laughter is medicinalbut this treatment can only go so far.
Soon side effects will take over
& this mindset will be lost to a placebo.
Injured while playing,
moving in place.
I'll laugh off your torture and no one will ever know.