Aug 29, 2004 23:29
well, sunday night now, been away with laura and her family since friday morning ish, and it was the best ever weekened ive had in so long, despite not seein friends or having much electronic to dfo, it didnt bother me. Everything i did was with laura ans it was so good, friday we all went into the town for a walk around, went to a pub for sum food and i had the best cheese burger ive ever had! went back to the tent afterwards and i cant really remember what we did that night in the tent, think everyone just got into bed and chilled, alura came in with me for a bit and we talked n snuggled up until she had to go in her own side :( .woke up at like 20 to 8 or something which was funny becuase its normally horrible to wake up that early lol ermmm we got ready and drove into town, me and laura left the parents to check out some shops, have a nice walk, just the two of us and laura got sum mint new balance trainers which she is going crazy over lol, went to the chocolate shop and bought my luil bro and sis some little sweety buckets and then some flying saucers for moi, then we all went into this puzzle place, which was really good :P bit too much brain power used for me tho. after beign in there me and laura wandered off again and went around, got a bit hungry so i bought us some chips and then drinks, and a cake each. then i walked along the stalls and bought a bb gun hahahaha (watch your back, motherfuckers heh) went back to the camp site after wards and chilled, jeff jackie and meg all went out to derwetnt water and me and laura stayed behind and went for a nice walk down the road and i must say now it was the highlight of the trip it was dead nice we hugged and talked played with my gun a bit and then i taugth her how to play poo sticks :P got hungry and decided to go back for a bbq. as we were walking back up we got thirsty so i bought us some cups of tea :P they were soo nice too lol, id go to keswick one day just to get one of em. umm had the bbq, me and laura ate our food in te car all ncie n cosy like :) and then i think we went into the tent and sat and talked and read the paper, opened the sleepign bags to they were big enoguh for the both of us to cover us, and we jst kinda stayed there and although I didnt sleep a wink, laura looked loevly taking up ALL THE SPACE AND MOVING ME ROUND!!! but it was still great that we got to sleep in the same bed for once :):D woke up and had a shower, in which time it was time too pack up and ship out, but it was pouring so it took longer than it should have. stared the drive back and laura was tryin to beat her record which she did hehehe and carried on when i saw her later on in the day.........
IT WAS ME BARRY AND ALEX just riding about in billog town centre and suz laura and kirst came over and we were just havig a laugh n messnig on, when after beign to the pizza shop i felt strange, i started to get really angry, anxious sad and confused fr no reason at all, so i just kinda went and sat on my own, decided to go home, passed lauras street and got down the road onto the main road and i got really bad, so i got home really fast i was full of energy and angry and i dont know why.... just round the corner from my house, my nose started bleeding...violently, ran straight in my house and went to the sink mam musta heard me banging so she came too see and got worried, I WAS STOOD OVER THAT SINK FOR 10 MISN STRAIGHT after it stopped i felt dead weak and started sweating and shaking, came and sat on msn for a bit and i got really cold and sweaty my mam was worried and told me to get in the car and she will take me to the hospital but i cudnt get up , i cud barely type so my dad and her helped me into the car, she drove me down to the hospital and they just said it was nothing to worry about and it was just mental related really, 'stress couped up that released itself when it became to much' or something along those lines, so right now i feel better but still drained, need to sleep now so im gonna go and get better for tomroro. gonna paint the house and get paid for it hopefully.