Oct 08, 2005 20:47
This week has been full of ups and downs. I have been so busy with everything that is going on at the moment that I have heardly had a chance to sit down at my computer.
Bad things happened when I was 5 minutes late for work on wednesday... for the second time this week... I got a diciplinary meeting on tuesday next week to go to. I'm not looking foward to it. Work is really getting me down at the moment. I have been doing the same shitty job for way too long now. I need out. The rest of my co-workers have been really demoralised for ages but I have always before kept my chin up and just got on. But now I am feeling as lackluster about the whole job as everyone else on the team. What with the possibility of loosing my christmas bonus looming I really need a better job.
I spoke to another worker from a diferent section. A woman by the name of Pat. Her husband Al has not long finished his training to be in the police force. I have met him once before and got on with him well. I spoke to him on how good of a copper I might make. Jokes about the whole pink car aside I think I should give it a try. What have I got to lose? Apart from my Car buddies that ocasionaly smoke a Joint or one of my best mates Dan (who has took to some serious drink driving at the mo) not a lot.
While all the bad stuff has been going on at work I have had one thing getting me through it all. The thought that one day Sam and I will live together in our own home with a rustic kitchen and we will sing our kids 'oasis lullabys!' Sam has been sending enough lovely text message to me over the past few days. Every one she has sent me has cheered me right up! I love u Sammeh!!! x x x
Got the car back again yesterday... It will have a front number plate real soon!
I was supposed to be marshaling for the 3 man tournament that our team organised today but due to some people dropping out I ended up playing instead! Not that I mind of course but I do have an exceptionaly swolen left knee (where i did a slide into a bunker coming down hard on the concrete under the bark) and a pulled right hamstring (I think.) That will teach me not to warm up propperly and forget my kneepads. Out of the 18 games we played we won 16 so we are all happy! ;-)
Anyway im supposed to be at the pub 10 minutes ago so Im off to DRINK!!!
I miss you Sammeh. 6 Days. x x x