And i guess i never really knew you
He said that he would never hit a girl, but i guess he lied. I thought i knew him but it all seems like a lie. I never knew that your mindset towards someone or something could change so fast. Its not even worth it. I cant believe that no one did anything. It didnt even register. God i feel so bad. Theres nothing that i can do. Nothing that i can say. Whats done is done. It seems like it happens all the time but no one talks about it. I cant believe i didnt do anything. I should of done soemthing. I could of ... i think. I cant believe that i ever wished that we would be togeather. What if we were would he hit me? Do all men even though they say they would never hit a girl do? My dad did. Gonzalo did. Men all over the world do. It doesnt make sense. I feel like i cant trust anyone. Because no matter what they say there actions are going to be different.