Oct 17, 2005 16:52
Sup my life has been aight lately but it could be a lot better if i was with my baby! I know shes going through a lot lately and im not there for her and its killing both of us! Target keeps dicking me around, bout my background check! So i have an interview 2mrw at Bed Bath & Beyond making like 9 an hour! I went to the beach the other day and got some sun! Thats a first since like i dunno june? I cant wait to see my baby at thanksgiving! I might be going sooner b/c of hurricane Wilma? Which is totally kick ass! I really cant wait till Xmas b/c itll be our 2nd holiday together! And our other plans especially is what im anxious for!
I love you baby and you mean the world to me and i miss you more than anything! I miss you like the desert misses the rain and i love you like a fat kid loves cake! You complete me and your everything ive ever wanted and so much more, and when im apart from you im empty and lost! I never wanna loose you, b/c ill never leave you unless you leave me! It would be hell on earth for me if i ever lost you!
I love you baby and miss you and i know you do too,
i love you Jillian!
peace,
pauly
p.s. sup garth and ally