Oct 03, 2007 23:53
Okay.. It's wednesday night, and I'm really starting to get nervous about everything. There are a lot of things that could go wrong, and I'm stressing, but trying not to at the same time because I'm scared I'll break out if I stress too much. (Isn't that stupid?)
Anyway.. I was actually freaking out a lot about a week ago, seriously thinking about getting married and the whole lifetime commitment. Cold feet I guess. That's passed, as I figured it would. I always get like that before really big things, so I ignored it.
Now I'm just really nervous about the ceremony, in front of so many people.. I get stage fright and I'm worried I'm going to throw up or something.