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Less then twenty-four hours until the new year.
What makes for a good year?
How about we start with what makes a year go wrong...
Death, unspeakable-back stabbing-heartache, seeing one for the true colors they actually yield, failure to reach ones goals, inadequate to make the ones that matter genuinely proud, being used and using others, defeat after defeat after defeat... and if it all happens under one year, through a stint of three hundred and sixty-five days... that to me is one shitty year.
Don't get me wrong- everyday wasn't a waste or slap in the face, I had my fair of fun, of discovery, I took a few decent pictures, went on a handful of adventures, met new people, laughed... genuinely laughed, and learned as well.
Oh did I learn.
What would I do differently?
Do I regret or care to change anything?
No; It wouldn't put me in the position I am right now.
Knowledgeable, unsure of what to concur next but at an understanding that there is much to be triumphed.
I have goals (for the sake of new years lets call them resolutions) to be fulfilled.
Even though I feel as though I have lost this round of Jenga, as I put the one last block on the high rise of improbability and it all comes crashing down... I know now not to put that god damn last piece on the way I did.
It is my fault. Maybe I didn't stack it all by myself but I damn sure had a hand in it.
2011 will be amazing.
With high goals, high expectations... I have a plan; Of course my plans never yield refined detail but the list is there and how to accomplish them will be the tricky, the hard, the grueling and among else, the fun part.
I plan on an amazing photo documentary this year; I believe what makes it amazing will be the constant change, the spontaneousness, the life, the energy, the time and work this year will bring... something I am more then willing and prepared to give.
It starts in less then twenty-four hours.
The mark of an impressive year.
