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I'm done smoking pot. Its recently hit me that I have had no energy or will to do anything but party. I never thought it would come to this, but I've just become too lazy lately, and it needs to stop. I just dont have any energy, I've been a walking zombie. I've seen how this shit has affected some of my friends, and I dont want to turn out like that. I've just had enough of it. I'm taking full responsibilty for the way I've been lately, and I'm tired of making excuses to myself to just lie around and get high. Its not worth it. I've worked too hard in life to get where I am to piss it down the drain for a few hours of being high. My parents don't deserve a son that comes home stoned every night... theyre putting in alot to send me off to college, and its not fair to them that I'm risking pissing my life away. So thats it no more; I know it wont be easy, but I know when I have the energy to be myself again it'll be way worth it.