the "agony in waiting" post
I can't take it much longer.
Nine more days. Count them. Why is it now, I can't seem to grasp the time and make sense of it? Why do I want to cry every time I hear a song, or see his scribbly toddler-ish handwriting. Why do I feel like there is no end to this? I'm so close.
I know my posts are Josh-filled, but I can only write what is on my mind. Someday I'll get my urge to write again, but until then, I can only wait.
And now Drill Sergeant won't let him touch me, not even off base. I don't understand.