the "I've Got MAIL!" post
The letter I've been waiting for. Finally here! Oh my God I'm so happy! But it makes me so sad to read. I don't think he'd mind if I posted it:
"Taylor-
Hey baby, God I miss you. Seriously you're all I think about all day. February seems too far away. Man I really hate this place. The first day we got here we were up till 3:30am and next thing I know there is some huge ass guy banging a can and yelling for us to get up, it was only 4:00am. I was like holy shit what did I get myself into.The day just got worse from there. I was looking forward to meals during the day but all they do is get in your face and yell at you to hurry up and leave. I ate maybe half a piece of toast before they made me leave. Everyone here is fucking rude as hell. I started thinking I made a huge mistake. This is not what I want for the next 4 years. But it's too late now to get out. Things just got worse the next couple of days. We had to get shots and you just walk down a line while people poke you with needles on both sides. LOL. You would of cried. But things have gotten better. Even though I've lost 4 pounds which is gay because the point was to gain weight. But we start working out tomorrow and we are actually getting time to eat now. But believe me I still hate it here. It has heled me to realize how much you mean to me. I know I said I wouldn't ask you to wait for me but...I keep telling everyone you're my gf, well because you still are to me. So don't do anything while I'm gone cus...God I don't know. I just miss the way things were.I miss everything about you. Hey well write to me as much as you want. But this is a rarity that I'll get to write.We're supposed to be asleep right now, but I just had to let you know how much I miss you and I'm thinking about you. Write me at this address even when I don't respond. Cause it just means I can't.
AD Gomez, Joshua G
(rest of address)
Lackland AFB, Tx. 78236-6040
Write that down exactly. I hope you can read it. Well I gtg, bye baby. Trust me when I say I'll be thinking about you.
Only Yours,
Joshua Gomez
God I miss you."
I want to cry. I just wish I could help some way. So I write every day, hopefully to bring him some relief. I love my Mr. Gomez. It's funny that he uses pet names like " baby " now...because he never did before.
"Taylor-
Hey baby, God I miss you. Seriously you're all I think about all day. February seems too far away. Man I really hate this place. The first day we got here we were up till 3:30am and next thing I know there is some huge ass guy banging a can and yelling for us to get up, it was only 4:00am. I was like holy shit what did I get myself into.The day just got worse from there. I was looking forward to meals during the day but all they do is get in your face and yell at you to hurry up and leave. I ate maybe half a piece of toast before they made me leave. Everyone here is fucking rude as hell. I started thinking I made a huge mistake. This is not what I want for the next 4 years. But it's too late now to get out. Things just got worse the next couple of days. We had to get shots and you just walk down a line while people poke you with needles on both sides. LOL. You would of cried. But things have gotten better. Even though I've lost 4 pounds which is gay because the point was to gain weight. But we start working out tomorrow and we are actually getting time to eat now. But believe me I still hate it here. It has heled me to realize how much you mean to me. I know I said I wouldn't ask you to wait for me but...I keep telling everyone you're my gf, well because you still are to me. So don't do anything while I'm gone cus...God I don't know. I just miss the way things were.I miss everything about you. Hey well write to me as much as you want. But this is a rarity that I'll get to write.We're supposed to be asleep right now, but I just had to let you know how much I miss you and I'm thinking about you. Write me at this address even when I don't respond. Cause it just means I can't.
AD Gomez, Joshua G
(rest of address)
Lackland AFB, Tx. 78236-6040
Write that down exactly. I hope you can read it. Well I gtg, bye baby. Trust me when I say I'll be thinking about you.
Only Yours,
Joshua Gomez
God I miss you."
I want to cry. I just wish I could help some way. So I write every day, hopefully to bring him some relief. I love my Mr. Gomez. It's funny that he uses pet names like " baby " now...because he never did before.